Moments.............

Moments…….

Of love

I look within me with the silence of a lovers whisper

I float on the wind as light as a feather spreading petals of love

Reaching out to embrace the full flesh of life and dance within its romance

Moments….

Of Anger

I stretch full to the throne blowing sparks of anger

Heavy and unforgiving, tired for life was dark

Mighty I stand looking down and drain of love and sweet whispers

Finally moments of silence, engulf in the full embrace of a lover

Moments ………

Neale Donald Walsch in one of his book in the conversation with god series wrote: I quote…. “There have been moments in my life when I have entertained unkind thoughts. I have also said things in my life that I do not feel proud of. And I can remember times when I have acted in ways that contradicted my best intentions. I suppose each and every one of us can remember at least one time in our lives when our thoughts, words, and actions were not in alignment with our Highest Self, instances when we functioned from a place of fear and not from a place of love, moments when we knew at a very deep and certain level that we had stepped off the path of clarity”

We have all had those moments in our lives; moments where we have entertain terrible thoughts and wish dreadful things to people we love. We have had our moments of lying, cheating and being just that so called ‘evil’ step sister or friend. We have had moments where we try to do something we felt was right or help someone close to us and it turns out selfish and goes horribly wrong.  We have all had our share of actin selfishly and nasty, sometimes to get something we thought we wanted or just out of fear.

A very good friend of mine Melissa; who I am hoping will soon write about this and give a lot of people an easy and simple way of understanding self and life( I cannot wait to read her book!) describes the above in a very beautiful way that made so much sense to me… she drew a circle with a ripple effect, with the center as the highest self-level of being  and the larger end of the ripple as the lowest self –level of being. She explained that we all find ourselves moving within the highest and the lowest level of being (highest and lowest self) and many of us find ourselves in the middle ;not being high nor low. Sometimes we are aware and sometimes we are unconscious of it, the decisions we make, how we listen to people, how we see things and who we are reflects the level of being we are in at that particular time. Some of us never get to the lowest or highest self-level but hang in between and enjoy the floating of just being there. Some of us move to the highest level and live consciously and experience the wonders and freedom of life, love and compassion for self and others and living selflessly, While some of us dwell at the lowest level and enjoy being at the   lowest self - level hardly ever allowing ourselves to the highest self- level, giving fear a ball and allowing fear to make our decisions for us, acting in the lowest form of being completely without love, restricting ourselves from the freedom of life, freedom of self-compassion and compassion for others, allowing anger, need and hate to rule us .

I know I have been in both places many times; some of my dreadful/ nastiest but learning decisions and moments (much appreciated now!)were made when I was at the lowest level of being, some of this moments have open up the door to step into my moments of clarity, and some of those moments have made me go lower and behave in ways that I am not proud of; But all these moments have made me who I am , the moments have allowed me to realize that I should not judge myself nor people for some of the decisions and actions we take. We have to accept and understand that we/I was at a level where those decisions felt right and that is life…the I AM, the experience we wanted to have. Nothing is by mistake; nothing just happens it all happens for a reason and for that moment leading to another moment, but being conscious and stepping out to clarity is what matters.

As beings, We all have our believes and those believes lead to our thoughts and our emotions; emotions creates the feelings of fear and love, in our lowest form , we allow fear to rule and our decisions and actions are based on fear making it negative but if we allow love to rule either in our lowest or highest level of being by stepping into our clarity moment then it will turn out positive. Fear reduces our capabilities, it limits us, it reduces our creativity, it stops us from living from within but love frees us and allows us to fly. Our thoughts create possibilities which also create emotions of love and fear, if we chose fear we get lost, our true potentials remain hidden and lock away , our experience is limited , love brings about unlimited experience and clarity. It is a circle that we live by and if we constantly live in fear then we are not living.

Life is meant to live in love and gratitude leading to abundance, freedom and limitlessness; being conscious and living within the moment allow us to step out of the lowest level of being, it reminds us we have stepped off the path of clarity and we need to go back within and look within, to look within the I AM space; the feeling of calmness, appreciating, taking deep conscious breath, allowing your mind the freedom to just be and see things not in a defined manner…just being! 

But ladies, The thing is, It is only human to step out, its natural and it is part of our learning, it is not bad nor is it good, it is just part of being human and part of the experience that we were meant to have so embrace your thoughts ladies but be conscious of love all the time…..you cannot go wrong with love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!